Dear Carolyn: I have been really good friends with a girl for over five years. She used to date one of my best friends, but they broke up because he realized he was gay.
About a year ago, I started to develop feelings for her, and for three months I have been seeing her secretly. We usually spend entire nights together, just as people who were dating would.
I know I want to be with her. She admitted she likes me. The problem is that she is all freaked out about it and keeps saying it is complicated. I believe our friendship and her ex are getting in the way of her letting herself fall for me.
She wants to keep doing what we are doing for now and “figure it out later.” If I keep this up and things don’t work out, I am setting myself up to be hurt.
I am upset with the situation, but I enjoy our nights together and want them to continue. Should I just back off?
— Trying Not to Get Burned
Trying Not to Get Burned: When you say “hello” to someone, you set yourself up to get hurt. Being social, to any degree, means investing a little of yourself in hopes of getting a pleasant return. Some investments are just bigger and shakier than others.
This is just for the record. It doesn’t really affect your answer. Which is:
Imagine she’s the guy here, refusing to give you, his secret sex girl, a commitment. How many times do you think you’d have been warned by now you’re being used? Point this out to her. Not to insist she commit — you can’t make her, after all, and have no business trying, and who’d want a mate who’s there against her will anyway? (Okay — who of sound mind.)
Instead, say it to demonstrate that she’s making an unfair demand. If she’s going to set terms for your relationship that deny you something so important to you, she owes you a better explanation than, “It’s commmmmplicated.”
Or, if she can’t explain herself, she owes it to you to spend the night somewhere else.
Obviously, you can draw the line yourself for your own self-respect. Doing something that feels good now but you know will upset you tomorrow — i.e., trading your feelings for feels — is about as shaky as investments get.
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Dear Carolyn: My mother-in-law smokes when she visits us, inside the house, despite our request that she not. Since our child was a newborn, she has smoked in the guest room when, I suppose, she thinks we are asleep.
The house reeks of smoke in the morning and I do not want my child around the smoke.
